GAME OF HEAVEN

Health problem getting more and more complex. From spine to heart to face.. it has start to happen that i might have stroke… at least i know there wont be people that will really care even if i am gone… maybe they may grief but time will make them forget.. but i am also gladful she make a good choice and she wont suffer cos of me… if anything going to happen to me i will always be watching over the precious one no matter what… and give her all the strength to stand up… no matter where i go… all shall kept as a secret… as now i will only be fighting my own war my own way…

Maybe i finally realise what is true love and my own prophecy in seeing this world. I wan to live the way i am no one can stop me. As long as i can do anything just to make you happy and i will be happy. Even we cant be together, cos you choose not to accept. But i dun wan change your thinking nor your choice but i can change what i can and do things for you and it my pleasure no matter how tough it is i shall lead my own way on doings for you….. take it that i am the only one who is stupid and the only last people wont ever do but nothing can change me cos since no body uds what i going through den they got no right to stop me cos they dun go through the pain i felt neither do they really uds what changes me only yoshi a toy uds and he will always be the one who can share my burden… no matter how heavy the this burden is, i wont treat you like before but it by my way of living for myself, for the one i love and i do want cherish the only one that is in my heart all this while.